My dad acted like he was someone else saying to m********* all to where my possible future daughter is, and it affected me, like a pouring feeling as he did it. Same with the traffic thing before. It made the words, "K*** such and such," very remotely come to mind and maybe stronger one of those times, not wanting to think it actually. I was upset and I guess it triggered something people do in Orlando, admit something and then deny it, just to get it to not foster and grow. It shouldn't happen, tho. My dad was right there, and I believe it was also him. He must have a great hatred for me. Also, at church, something happened that seemed threatening.
Well, I'm sorry that thought came up, but I didn't want to think that and of course did not mean it.