Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Problems

It seems that Ellen DeGeneres has said that she's about paying attention to Bella Thorne to tease me/us.  She escalates approval of her.  She thinks I'm worth nothing unless I pay attention about her.  It's not really fun to have her come up like I'm in trouble and deserve nothing out of fear others around me have, like life is governed by this.

What do you think?  That's like someone opening their mouth at you.

My dad burns out in his flippant attitude about me sometimes.

If this is all true, it seems like a burnout way to live and attack someone.  "Nonsensical 'dribble.'"

What should I do?  Read into Ellen DeGeneres still?  What if everyone I know treats me like this?  What if I'm hunted down and get secret messages to bother just me like it's my fault if I can't stand it and get upset sometimes?

She acts like she's perfectly fine.  However, she hates on me cuz she attacked me supposedly by having someone put hurtful, illegal, bothering noises in my room and I cursed about it eventually and got into trouble.  I don't wanna live like Jacob Marley.  Just because people are not perfect does not make Ellen DeGeneres right about being mean to them and thinking she's better.  She has often been acting like some people can be worth more than others, tho, like something that gets at you/me in the silence maybe after some remote secret message.  I did think Ellen DeGeneres is a good person.  I know this is more than one person after me.  Today, I told my parents they were acting funny and inquired, to quell my escalating loss of control over my anger and the potential.

Look, I just heard a car go by that bothered me and make me feel less stimulated.  You can't keep doing this to me, hurting me in undetectable/unreportable ways that even my therapist does not respond to.

I can't sit here and do a 360 degree explanation of this work of art, like a statue, but you get the idea!

No offense to anyone, sorry if it seems so.

Problem

They are rubbing in people I don't like to me.  My dad did it taking me home from Christmas confession at church.

Problem

I can't live life like it doesn't matter and I don't.  Just because I cursed about hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres seemed to claim she put there, nothing good comes to me.  So, when will these bad things cease to occur?  Is Ellen the ghost of Christmas future?  Are these bad people the 1 as God to you?

Problem

I keep getting secret messages concerning EllenDeGeneres wanting me to not feel good or something they say.  They can be radical now.

Problem

I am here to report something and they messed around with the page not loading.

I was told I got a threat from Ellen DeGeneres about if anyone here makes me feel good.  Several disasters have occurred.  That means she must have been lying before.  It might just be a group effort.  I did think it was "stupid" like others would or do about other things that you switch around "I did it" and "I didn't do it," tho I am not trying to call anyone that.  I know the people experimenting on me are being mean now, too, so maybe it's a group effort.

Problem

My dad is suggesting someone in my life to be mean.  He's been acting tacky saying things that make no sense.

Problem

Look, what's your problem.  Quit it?  They showed something suggestive to make the front of my face look black.

Problem

My mom made noises that made my face look how I didn't like on one side, like a young black girl in a way I did not want.  I was upset and the words "n*****" and "k***" came up.  They made another noise and the other side losened up, as well.  Things were okay before that.  They think if I have a problem I want more of the meanness that caused it.  I'm not gonna live to fight *beep* like that.  How is this possible?  I can deal with it somehow but am sure it's bad.

Problem

They are coordinating mean things because they kept pursuing me with someone I like being mean constantly over and over for a long time and the word "k***" came to mind.

My mom keeps acting mean and won't stop, and so is my dad.  I should be out of this house, but things were okay before Tim Burton.  Thanks for stealing my family.  You had to have some thing, so they gave it to you.  No offense to anyone.

Because I just said I wanted to do dance they are acting like this maters and I can't dance.  I'm signing up for 5+ hours a week.  This is so pathetic.  You can't just knock down anything big in my life if you attack me and I get upset.  I don't have problems and don't hurt those who do!

Problem

I am getting that something is trying to do something bad to my possible future kids.

Problem

I heard a tick tell me to do something, something mean.

Strange Message

It was like something said if I don't do something something else won't happen, and it's all mean.  They are just playing around.