It seems that Ellen DeGeneres has said that she's about paying attention to Bella Thorne to tease me/us. She escalates approval of her. She thinks I'm worth nothing unless I pay attention about her. It's not really fun to have her come up like I'm in trouble and deserve nothing out of fear others around me have, like life is governed by this.
What do you think? That's like someone opening their mouth at you.
My dad burns out in his flippant attitude about me sometimes.
If this is all true, it seems like a burnout way to live and attack someone. "Nonsensical 'dribble.'"
What should I do? Read into Ellen DeGeneres still? What if everyone I know treats me like this? What if I'm hunted down and get secret messages to bother just me like it's my fault if I can't stand it and get upset sometimes?
She acts like she's perfectly fine. However, she hates on me cuz she attacked me supposedly by having someone put hurtful, illegal, bothering noises in my room and I cursed about it eventually and got into trouble. I don't wanna live like Jacob Marley. Just because people are not perfect does not make Ellen DeGeneres right about being mean to them and thinking she's better. She has often been acting like some people can be worth more than others, tho, like something that gets at you/me in the silence maybe after some remote secret message. I did think Ellen DeGeneres is a good person. I know this is more than one person after me. Today, I told my parents they were acting funny and inquired, to quell my escalating loss of control over my anger and the potential.
Look, I just heard a car go by that bothered me and make me feel less stimulated. You can't keep doing this to me, hurting me in undetectable/unreportable ways that even my therapist does not respond to.
I can't sit here and do a 360 degree explanation of this work of art, like a statue, but you get the idea!
No offense to anyone, sorry if it seems so.