My mom made noises that made my face look how I didn't like on one side, like a young black girl in a way I did not want. I was upset and the words "n*****" and "k***" came up. They made another noise and the other side losened up, as well. Things were okay before that. They think if I have a problem I want more of the meanness that caused it. I'm not gonna live to fight *beep* like that. How is this possible? I can deal with it somehow but am sure it's bad.